inhale exhale and repeat

so. here it is. the first post. Ive decided to keep this bone-baringly honest and current. I think that will help all partys involved...me and readers. soooooo here comes the adventures of meeee!!!

Tonight is the first night Harley has gone back to work. Money has been really stupid tight lately so this is a big help...only problem??? He is working from 11:30 to 7 a.m. No fun, kinda scary...Ive been reduced to mixing red wine with cherry coke zero (its not as bad as you'd think, my old boss swore to me they do it in italy...maybe she was just justifying what she was doing?) I've applied onlie for applications for delta airlies flight school eventhough i'd much rather be doing stand up or SNL one day...maybe I will...I'll take this life one day at a time thankyouverymuch.

I've developed what some would call an irrational fear of talc. Ahh-pear-ant-llleeee, its very closely related to ASBESTOS. Thats right ladies, all that makeup we pack on is probably killing us from the inside...fun stuff. Im having a hard time digesting the concept that we as a consumer pack on this makeup that will kill us with its asbestos cousin, but its not heavily regulated?? For god's sake everything is regulated to the ump-teenth degree so why not this?? I guess since it's paying the bills right now I shant fret. Talc pays the bills...hahaha. I sell makeup.

So, right now one of my very best friends int he world, ADAM, is pretty pissed at me. I figured this out the other night after an invigorating argument with the MR., I decided to hop on my bike to blow off some steam...so I called adam on this bike ride because I realized we hadn't soken in about 2 weeks or so. Well, I calle dhim and he acted like I was some random female he didn't know or lile all that much and straight hustled me off the phone. I realize he was mad and I wrote him about it. I asked if he was mas and he said soemthing to the effect of " you haven't called me in 2 weeks but you said you would you must be awfully busy." soooo I wrote back and said "You're mad. Im sorry." Thats the last of it. He hasn't called, I haven't called...I'm not mad but my feelings are hurt seeing how help him out every chance I get with whatever problems he's going through. Might he had taken into consideration that I might have something going on But Im not really one to splash my gossip about, maybe, just MAYBE then he wouldn't have been so abrupt in his dismissal of my call. I'm not going to hold it against him though, he is kind of a delicate species...you know the type. He means no harm, he just has a neverending well of feelings that get hurt easily. Oh, I love you buddy.

So, now the clock hits 3 am and Im going to tryt to stay up a little longer...

love you all!
playlist tonight-

Lily Allen- Everybody's changing (live on the BBC)

Common feat. Lily Allen - Drivin' Me wild (!!!!!!!!!!)

Lily Allen -Naive

(are you seeing a trend here?)

The Kooks-Naive

Bonde Do Role- Gasolina



just a mini list tonight :)