bright green dress

I drink alot of wine sometimes just because I can. and I don't feel the need to apologize/ i didn't realize all the sugar in that stuff makes you fat/ I just thought it made me sweeter/
I admire people who"live without regret" but I think they're full of shit/because nobody is immune to that fucked up feeling in their stomach/I did exactly as I wished and i scarred up my karma rating pretty bad/is that why Im still broke and mad at the past tense and my lips are stained aubergine in the morning?/ and I can't remember why we fought but I apologize regardless/once my headache clears up i wish I hadn't let you get past my judgement/all because I dont want to admit it was all a smear in the light of the bedside table/and I keep saying this is the last chance/but it wasn't was it?
i tried on a dress today/its long and strapless and cheap/but my bellys bigger than my eyes/ so I just broke my own heart again because my tits just wouldn't fit/funny, i thought it would be pretty hard to make a floorlength dress look slutty/this girls got talent/and now I'll finish this glass please/ i didn't realize there was so much sugar in that stuff/ I just thought it made me sweeter/and now I'll finish this glass please./and I didn't realize there was so much alcohol in that glass/ I just thought it made me stronger/and now I'll finish this glass please./and I didn't realize there was so much sugar in that stuff/ I thought it just made me happy/and now I finish this glass please.and now I know whats in that stuff. and I want another.