bright green dress

I drink alot of wine sometimes just because I can. and I don't feel the need to apologize/ i didn't realize all the sugar in that stuff makes you fat/ I just thought it made me sweeter/
I admire people who"live without regret" but I think they're full of shit/because nobody is immune to that fucked up feeling in their stomach/I did exactly as I wished and i scarred up my karma rating pretty bad/is that why Im still broke and mad at the past tense and my lips are stained aubergine in the morning?/ and I can't remember why we fought but I apologize regardless/once my headache clears up i wish I hadn't let you get past my judgement/all because I dont want to admit it was all a smear in the light of the bedside table/and I keep saying this is the last chance/but it wasn't was it?
i tried on a dress today/its long and strapless and cheap/but my bellys bigger than my eyes/ so I just broke my own heart again because my tits just wouldn't fit/funny, i thought it would be pretty hard to make a floorlength dress look slutty/this girls got talent/and now I'll finish this glass please/ i didn't realize there was so much sugar in that stuff/ I just thought it made me sweeter/and now I'll finish this glass please./and I didn't realize there was so much alcohol in that glass/ I just thought it made me stronger/and now I'll finish this glass please./and I didn't realize there was so much sugar in that stuff/ I thought it just made me happy/and now I finish this glass please.and now I know whats in that stuff. and I want another.

redneck cars and alcohol poisioning

so, if you remember me driving around about a year or so ago, you would have seen me in a super sexy 1993 pontiac sunbird. Complete with red peeling paint on the hood, the driver side door doesn't open from the outside, and there are absolutely no shocks, or struts or whatever you call it. Oh, and the feb 2006 inspection sticker? I finally just scraped that off so Im driving without on at all because I figure that draws less attention then a big 02-06 in my window.
so what am I getting at? Im back in the saddle again. Me and the "red rocket" are BFF again. Here's to me not getting pulled over because my car is "bouncing all over the interstate" (im quoting the last state trooper that pulled me over.

Im going to nyc in march for my birthday. Me and the china bus are getting down one more time...something I swore I'd never do again. Never say never people. Unless I can get some crazt last second deal on a flight to jfk, im taking that god awful bus.

oh yeah, and when I go on vacation to NY, I tend to party pretty hard. Oh, and its going to be my 26th Birthday...march 10th. yikes...

makeup

m pretty much sick of selling yet I still love it. People are so fuucking rude. i can't wait to be out of retail. this is like goddamned "mall rats: the next generation"